Al fatihah.

Just heared that someone that telah kembali ke rahmatullah. Astagfirullah al azim. Ya allah ya tuhan ku ampuni lah sgla dosa2 ku ya allah. Sesungguhnya engkau maha mengampuni dan mengasihani hamba2mu. Kematian mengingatkan kembali peristiwa kehilangan arwah adikku mohd shahrun. Kehilangan beliau banyak mnyedarkn bahawa kehidupan duniawi shja sementara n pinjaman kpda stiap manusia. Kehidupan duniawi hanya untuk mengmpul sebanyak mana amalan untuk bekalan d akhirat nnti. Kehidupan yg kekal abadi n bagaimana nti d sana berganting kepada amalan smsa hayat. Sesungguhnya mati itu adalah benar n setiap manusia akan mnghadapi kematian. Cuma masa n waktu tidak diketahui. Semoga roh beliau n roh adikku d tmptkn d klngan org2 yg briman n d kurangkn azab kubur. Ya allah ya tuhan ku kuatkn lah iman d dadaku, jadikan lah aku anak yg solehah n jadikan aku muslimah yg solehah. Amin ya rabbil alamin.

pray 4 our grandpa. tis morning i got a nightmare. after few minutes i call ma V after the nightmare ma untie call n told me about our grandpa admitted to A&E n was transfered to HQKK. please do pray 4 our grandpa. :( 

forgive me

dear Allah..
please forgive those who ever broke other feelings. i just wanna update tis blog after a while i cannot updating related to ma new life. its kinda bit busy but so far i still can manage it although got tis morning i encourage maself to get up from the bed cause of the patient need me. alhamdulilah.

1st, sory for the broken english. hihi. still in progress to improving it with speak n writing in english. pray for me so tat i can manage it ASAP.

2nd, feeling down with the insident tat hapened tis morning. im sory ma n the cuzzy. be tough ma darl. please dont blaming other. she just wanna be she are. accept her.

3rd, wherever we are please do remember Allah always be our side. always praise for whats we got today n sory for the wrong that we've done.

Alhamdulilah n praise to Allah coz im still breathing n can still tekan2 ma keyboard mumbling solo. last but not least, i do loved ma family tat had supported me enough n always be ma side for everythings tat i;ve done. may Allah bless our family owez. Amin.

p/s: Hapy friday people n thnx 4 reading.

Currently at bndr maju

Minum2 lu

Finally..

Finally on the phone...

update3..

salam.. so gua nak mintak mahhap ne coz da lama x update blog gua yg x seberapa ne.. this week gua busy sikit keja/practical kat NICU.. lagipun server kat sini x berapa ok.. sikit2 lag..maklumla kena berebut ngan student lain.. nway, life still ok n shud be maintain tuk ma BABIES.. :) i lup ma work.. last, nite eberybody.. gua nak sign malam luk.. thanx 4 reading.. insyallah nanti gua akan sentiasa update blog wa ne ngan entries yg besh2.. happy tuesday.. :) chears!

long journey..haha!

so.. mauk cita dulu ni.. ari jumaat 23/6/11 keja shif pagi then ptngnya bepikir-pikir mau balik mana.. packing barang siap2 suma then jalan jak sampai busstop hospital dutchess of kent.. bas balik2 da sound n berhenti memandangkan saiya sorang jak d bustop time tu.. so me pun balik2 gak geleng2 pala means x mau ikut la sebab TAK TAU HALA TUJUAN.. haha! x ka tu funny pi bustop tapi x tau p mana.. mau call kawan ingat mau direct p kk la..skali check phone credit lip lap pula.. haiyak.. then me amik kptsan la ne p pusat bandar.. smpi bndr direct jak p top up phone..lega sikit.. then me call la khaty tnya dia lau free n ada keta mauk angkat lau smpi kk jam 2am.. jawapanya = X DA.. (hampeh..) so, hala tuju ke kk cancel la.. time tu me pikir2 lagi mau p mana.. haiya.. alang2 suda te apply slip out.. malas la balik hostel.. then me lepak2 la d harbour square sambil bawak2 beg besar.. ala2 tourist la konok ne tapi muka baru balik keja..hahhahahahha! lau ingat balik senyum2 sndri jak..ble2 me tfikir mau check in.. budu2.. last2 mama call,, astga.. macam tau jak mama me dalam kesusahan.. :) me love u mama..muachx! :p then mama cakap balik keningau jak la.. wah! jauh perjalaanan tu.. tapi x pala.. then me amik bas around jam 6pm.. mama suh singgah ranau luk then 25/5/11 baru balik keningau awal pagi. jadi pulak... bas sida tu pnya la lama sampi ranau.. me rasa macam smpi kk suda..haha! pa x, jam 10.30pm baru smpi ranau bos! pnya la penat.. then d pendekkan cita memandangkan new post ne macam karangan STPM suda pnjngya.. pagi tadi me dari ranau jam 9.30am smpi keningau 12.30md.. fuh! macam x pcaya me d rumah suda skrng ne..haha! bestnya walaupun esok pagi jam 6.30am kena balik sdkn da,, :) me suka keningau! sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... tapi me x suka sandakan... x sukaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! :p so couclusion.. look down lo..


24/6/11 -  6.00pm. sdkn - ranau.
                10.30pm. reach ranau.
             
25/6/11 - 9.30am. from ranau to keningau.
                12.20md reach keningau.

26/6/11 - 6.30 am. keningau to sandakan!

total time at home = 18 jam sahaja..
total time dalam keta = 36 jam! hahahha.. 2/5 hari dalam perjalanan.. :p

17/6/2011 @ 4.24pm

so, today 2 day left im here at ma Home sweet Home at kampung merampong,keningau,sabah. perasaan ari ne malas, berat, penat, stress balik sandakan. its mean balik jak sandakan ne start da Vocational posting at Neonatal ICU. cakap pasal keja ne memang la semua orang ada pelbagai reaksi eg, malas,enjoy,sedih,lemah,stress... macam2 lagi la..eishh.. dah tu balik hostel la pulak.. x habis dengan 2 minggu VP then sambung pulok dgn bukanya semester baru! argghhhh...NON-STOP bus! until end of this year + no holiday at all???? mampus saiya! (+_+). last sem = super duper senior, paling kena aim, HARAPAN konon.. pergh! kenak marah2 adalah.. menci3! ma big bro alreadly back to miri this afternoon after friday's prayer. sunyi da. suasana dalam rumah ne skarang... lets check it out.. zOOming2.. ok, d dapur azam n izam tengah syiok macam game online..on the corner of this living room..Hawa's there with counter strike game?! WTF? me also cannot believe 4er the 1st time but i do see it with ma own way..haha! Advance! 5years old girl playing Advance conter stike game! hebat x hebat budak2 zaman skrang ne? hurm.. ma bro lying down on the sofa.. pa lagi lau ptng2 gini..syiok tidur o.. laila also MOKOGORUK in bedroom..mama? hurm..ya..where's momman yachx? zOOming again.. ow! la..she also MODOP la..hahahhaha... then beside me ma rock untie (hawa's mom) also tengah khusyuk playing zombie's game.. laallalallla... all the addicted playing games. :p me? x habis2 mau update this simple blog but still in training.. practise make perfect right? chaiyo2! mau mamam.. laparrrrzzzz...

happy friday guys.. thanx 4 reading.. :) chearssss...wasallam

11 hints for LIFE

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.